I apologize to myself for being too good to seem stupid 
To have forgiven all the time without exception
To always believing in good intention
To be overly sentimental beyond naivety
To listen to everyone out of joy and gaiety 
To love without reciprocity
I apologize over and over for never saying no because of my golden heart 

For thinking that giving away is something just 
Forgive me my heart for not being selfish even for a day

For not taking care of myself in a smart way

For bearing pain from all humans animosity 
My soul will still remain pure behaving with chastity 
'Cause this is how I was born and this is how I would die under the title of nobility