Universe karma maybe 

I just lost a bunch of  money for me and it stings.But i can't sulk around in it. I got to let it go and keep moving

I don't know if the universe is playing some games on me, sometimes after having some of the happiest memories something happens that .maybe could wreck my mood. It just happened today again. I got home , check my wallet and realized i lost the most money i ever lost in a single instant.like this is somehow a test of my mental strength. 

In the past when i did lose smaller amounts of money , i would be looking around but this time i just accepted it and remain calm.of course internally i could really pissed of like "fuck again". The pain if loss hurts twice as much as any similar gain. 

This quote came to mind when i realized i lost to money. We will try twice as hard to regain a lost than to make double the money. Why  , don't know . Instead of i focus all my energy intensely  to make triple  the money I'm trying to frantically search for the money i lost. Crazy 🤣 haha. Anyways I'm trying to remain stoic , this is life . Got to keep moving . This quote from i video i watched this week probably save  from being so pissed.

The guy had a serious accident, something that almost cost him his life , but he didn't bitch ,.moan and complain not even once.

You want to know what mental trick saved from all this negative emotion.

He heard this from someone he was working. "When things go bad in life and they will , you'll feel negative emotions, give yourself 5 minutes, set the alarm, do whatever , punch a wall, haha no . After 5 minutes , take a deep breath and say "Can't change it ". Look it already happened , one of the things could happen ever the situation couldn't reverse and you be happy or it happened so what are you going to do about it. Sulk forever or accept it , breath and continue.