Honest Question...
Do you ever feel trapped? Not exactly stuck, when I personally think of stuck, I think of a less permanent issue that's confining me in life. When I think of the definition of being trapped, it feels dark, overwhelming, no resolution in sight, a situation that keeps getting worse & there's no way out...
So, do you ever feel trapped? Have you ever been trapped in a situation in life?
As I'm 26, severely ill & have been unable to work since September. My situation I've been in all my life where I once referred to as "stuck" by my own perspective on the difference in definition. Now feels like I'm trapped.
I have a mother who is often cruel, demeaning, arrogant & entitled. She puts me down every second she can. During this flood we've been going through as a family, as a whole state. My Mother once again decides its a good time, with a bloody nose I had for over an hour, to take the time I was about to ask to be taken to the hospital to berate me, put me down and shame me for being sick.
To such an extent she called me useless, lazy, selfish, because I didn't vacuum the floor because I was too busy using up an entire roll of paper towels to clean up the gushing from my face... 🙄
To her I'm just a burden, she's made that very clear to me since I got sick years ago. No matter how hard I tried, pushed, forced myself to work since I wasn't allowed not to work even though it caused me so much pain & declined my health conditions into the ground. I'll always be the burden daughter who can never meet her expectations or standards that she feels the need to shame & humiliate.
I currently have no way out of this situation. But I've always been resilient. I keep my head up, I keep pushing forward. There's always moonlight on the dim path ✨️ remember that! A silver lining and something to be grateful for.
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