Today is not a happy day. Today is a strange day, strange in many ways, also in the sky that has suddenly turned white without expecting it... like the good and bad news that comes when you don't expect it, why? now? What we can do...

And there is no sun, no rain, no blue sky, no wind, no cold, no heat... you don't feel anything special. It's not a special day, it's one of those where you have to take a deep breath, dry your tears and hug someone who tells us... everything will be fine.

But it doesn't work out, the day starts without much light, and I don't see the way forward, I don't know where to go. And the day unwittingly pushes me from one thing to another, from one problem to another. And I get some new today, sooner than expected, my stomach drops, I see it, I read it and it's not good, and I have more things to think about... where do I start? I have to smile, there are people here, but I can't, my mind weighs me down, it spins me around, I worry.

Worries are increased with other little things to pay attention to, without having time for more, and what else? From one thing to another, a host of disappointments, of issues to resolve without finding a solution. Without knowing if they will have a solution... In theory, everything has one, but will it be the one we want?

Probably not, sometimes no matter how hard you try, no matter how muchenthusiasm and energy you put into something, you don't get it... it's a wall in your way, and you can't find a way out. How can you keep trying harder if nothing works, if you have given all the best that was in you? I don't know.

Tired of everything happening like this, over and over again. Sometimes there are bad streaks, but how long do they usually last? Is it possible that everything continues to go wrong? I feel frustrated, I feel discouraged, I feel sadness and I am speechless, without consolation and at this moment, ufff... I can only say to myself: I am sorry.

(And I'm not very positive and I can't make a more cheerful and motivating post, today with honesty in my words, I can't).

The text is mine ©Duvinca and the photo is from Unsplash.com

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