The Phoenix Ashes III
The people are good, they are great, lovely and just really complimentary at least when they want to be. There's a lot of things you are just expected to know for some reason or another you don't know these things. For these reasons certain fears grew in you and they chase the peace out of you like a wild fire you swept across the country, back and forth like a ball hitting blockages till you found a way out but then you saw yourself back again all the while you keep learning from yourself. How to love yourself better, how to not take offense of others projections on you. These projections had you worried until you learned tricks of the traits, time and time again you are progressing through the same cycles. The progress is so real but so is the hate, then you catch up with that hate, hold it by the collar and ask it, what type of dillusions are you. Be gone! Since then every projection is just that. No matter how deep in my back it might have gone, it's still just that, an illusion, a projection.
An undefeated state of mind, undefeated state of being grows with the tides. This state learns with the punches taking it all in, absorbing all that shock then transmutating the shock into something supremely useful like the much needed drive to focus on the fact that no one will come for you, they will tear you apart and if you happen to know how to pull yourself together they will keep tearing you apart hoping that one day you will just be gone. There's nothing sad about that, not that there are any resentments to be had anyway. It takes a long time to be in the turmoil, and smile through the hell, the recognition that none of it is real, it's all a dream, that is the best way to calm oneself. Other than yourself, there is nothing that can calm you when you are shook up and trust that you need to be worthy for you to be shaken time and time again. Once you slowly start to recognize your worth you soon realize that you don't even have to try. Just smile, laugh, move your whole self from whatever vibrations it's been stuck in and vibrate higher. Sure you might need a boost of pure water, sea moss, moringa, some smoke or a drink or two. Once you know your worth, that knowledge is such a vibe on its own. You don't need to know too much, simply knowing that you are worthy is enough. That vibe will have you move to better realms of being, you can be here physically but your inner worlds are so far away into the blissfulness of self worth that whatever the one without will do, they can never trouble the one within. All these earthly attachments fall off like masks, you will see yourself in the mirror and see a different you every single time, for better or for worse it won't matter cos what matters is the light in your eyes. The eyes never grow any larger or smaller, they are the only organ in the human body that never grows as in to become bigger they stay the same, but the fire in your eyes. There are moments that fire light up so much that you don't realise how many of your own lies fall off with every glimpse.
People are good! Best believe that when they don't click, it don't mean they are crude and even if they are that's their own beings, you and your path, your lane are moving forth. Those that are with you don't ever need to qualify you in anyway shape or form for they are with you regardless. They have been with you and will always be with you. You can never break away from them no matter how hard you try for they are not your friend or your family, they are you. They never judge you, whatever you do, you do.
You found yourself going back and forth believing this and that then it becomes a pattern that you always seem to have dimentia of at the begining, stay just long enough and the delusions set in. It took a lot to get to this stage of seeing these cycles as stepping stones. You just have to go through them come hail or thunder. Yes you are coming off slow but whose actually doing all these measurements? Who cares? You don't seem to care about that, you seem to care more about your focus, the growth, not much the yield. What use will it be yielding your greatest wills in an environment that your very own vibes can't wait to be out of? A few things will slip out here and there as you keep busy but God forbid the mammoth. It just doesn't align, that part just won't come through not until you approve, till then it's going to be stepping stone after another.
Supreme love and light
Bless up!
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