My retirement plan was the Green Berets. I didn't expect to outlive my wife.

I do not want sympathy, I'm just writting about a very unique day in my life.

If you read ALL of this, I promise it will make a lot of sense to the crypto minded. 

Odd day for me.

I thought I was old. Very Old.

There's a first time for everything, so it is said.

Today is my only child's Mom's Birthday.

Toni died June 8, 2018.

So, this is my first time remembering Antoinette birthday, as I did every year.

But now, without her here to still not know I was still remembering.

Tomorrow doesn't get any better.

Morris died. March 30, 1983. Declared dead on the 31st, but he was dead when he hit the floor on the 30th. 

I'll never forget KNOWING my brother opened a door 50 feet away to come tell me.

I could read his mind. Feel it behind me. I KNEW it was HIM opening the door. 

I could feel the winds of change.

Dad. Gone. Done. Over and out.

Now it's just me, Holly and 5 grand kids. 

Oddly, but for those that know me, I'm sad, but not all that sad.
Anymore.

Walk in the Light of the Truth and Fear becomes only human.

I am not sure why, after all the hell I've been through, God keeps me alive.

All I know is ... grand kids down stairs. Training must continue :) 

Well, I won't be around forever ... who's going to cook? :)

Crypto related .. I'm a HODLr ... it's a f'n long haul but  .... hodl on, we'll get there.

wherever there is :)

Nice thing is Morris still lives. In my grand son. :) Thanks Holly. Sorry it's just you and me now, but we'll handle it like we always do. :)

Cheers Mate!