3 am and my head is blank. I keep rolling on my bed, the sleep is far away from me. For the first time ever my brain is empty, my mind is so relaxed that thoughts are gone. Most of the time I have to battle with myself to shut up my mind but not now, I'm like an empty white paper. I've been trying to write a post for at least 10 hours but my head is empty. I keep staring at the photos and nothing comes my way. I can say a thousand things but instead silence is the king and it doesn't want to abandon its throne! I feel weird, this is new for me. This nothingness, this silence, this emptiness... is so relaxing, so soothing, so comfortable!
I wish this last for a while but at the same time we are walking thoughts and if we stop thinking we cease to exist... "I think, therefore I exist"... remember? Is this how it feels when you stop to exist? This nothingness? This peacefulness? Is not bad at all! I wonder where the mind goes when this happens, maybe shutting itself for a while is needed in order to keep existing? I just realized I broke off my brain silence writing all this... there goes my peaceful mind vacations! Brain is blah blah blah again... it was nice to had it off for a while. I hope this happens again!
