Dear Father,
Along the shore beside receding waters,
Walking on still wet sand, I saw a man.
Footprints in the sand, made by his soles,
Were being smeared and cleared by
The dragging of his soul
Behind him.
I knew him
To be a good man in all respects
The world saw him, even praised him.
Yet he could not see, nor would believe
That his soul was in his wake,
Torn to pieces with every step
He would take.
I wept,
And I called after him; nevertheless
He cared not to be still or to turn,
Ignoring me behind him, feigning deafness.
In agony I prayed for the soul
That he ignored until I
Was breathless.
I cast
Stone after stone upon him and before him,
Yet he merely winced at the pain, cursing
The stones that cut his feet, never turning.
Cursing the stones, ignoring the sound,
He walked, never lifting his soul
From the ground.
I stopped.
The agony of his soul cried out, screamed
As it was grated and degraded by the stones
In his path and the spaces in between.
He smiled, content to be left alone
To continue his way unmolested -
No voice, no stones.
I left,
Heartbroken that he would not be saved.
His soul no longer able to bear the disgrace
Lifted itself from his dragging grasp and clasped
Its own heart in its vengeful hands.
I heard his body
Hit the sand.
I stood,
Over him to comfort him, gave the chance
For him to apologize and recognize his soul,
That they might be reconciled, yet at a glance
Upon my face he sneered and asked,
"Where were you?" just before
He passed.
I know
That the body dies, but better it be by sand
And stones, not by the choking hands
Of a vengeful soul that will abandon hope,
Fleeing an easy yoke for a hanging rope.
All this I say, sincerely,
Your Son.