People say that one should take refuge from darkness to light, but I run from light to darkness, because I want to see nothing.
In cold moments of despair, I turn to you my gorgeous darkness, holding endless colorful pearls that have taken over your whole being.
In the moments when I am heartbroken, I grab my heart and want to get off this pain horse, walking on this cold and dark night, not looking at anyone and not seeing or feeling anything, while alone There is a narrow aperture of light ahead of us, your maddening darkness is all that distracts my heart.
Drunk in forested land, I walk and step forward. The numb wave of the morning is not here to look at me indifferently and make me bored after all. Just let me hide in the shadow of darkness…
The pain is great and finding a remedy in cold morning silence seems unreachable.
I wish we didn’t have to run away all the time, although escaping to the dark nature, in the moments when I am sad is a blessing, darkness is a blessing. While I’m feeling that in our world, escaping is become an everyday job.
People say that one should take refuge from darkness to light, but I run from light to darkness, because I want to see nothing. I want to walk blindly on this dark night. The trees are a refuge for me and are like kind hands, which create an aura of confidence and security around me at every moment.
And finally … the morning that arrives. All the joy that had manifested itself in the darkness of the night disappears at once. It is as if it was not there at all and in the morning, all the evils appear once again.
I wanted darkness, and obscurity to remain forever, so maybe I didn't have to see the pain again.
