This weekend, my friends and I went to see the paintings of a young artist. A young girl who, despite her young age, and the fact that she was still studying at the University of Arts, had left behind many works, and her works had a special maturity.

The artwork of a young girl who could not stand this world and committed suicide at the age of 21. Her parents have collected her arts, and on her first anniversary, the wound is still fresh.

Every day that we endure this land‘s atrocities and cruel laws, adds one day to the already endured days and the hardship won’t end.

We are going through very difficult days. Two years ago, people took the streets to protest the sudden rise of oil prices, more than 1,500 people got killed. And now, people are protesting again. People who don’t have drinking water and have to stand in the line for a gallon of water while their land is on the world's largest oil reserves and their city is near one of the largest dams in the region.

However, there is no water for them to drink, because both oil and water go elsewhere and they have no right to it.

So being exposed to this bitter news every day finally takes over you.

Perhaps everyone in this life, in the extremely difficult and painful days, once or twice thinks of finishing it one way or another!  

Although I never consider suicide as a solution, I can understand it to some extent when I look around and see the pain and suffering. Especially those who have a better understanding, feel more pain and suffer more...

When I saw this painting on a wooden board, I thought it looks familiar. This is the beautiful nature we went to visit the same day. The bird's eye view of Salsal Castle.

I know there is a lot of pain and suffering, but maybe it can be endured if people feel the charms and whisper of nature and immerse themselves in its extraordinary attractions.

Or maybe the agony overcame and it just wasn't enough…