the contemplation of the flesh with the flesh       like in the video you sent me       it is the most natural contemplation       the truest       whoever you are that contemplates me       of course first your mind must be unified with your flesh       if you know what i mean       otherwise it's rape and it's bad         Sent no one truly complete as a person       can do these things knowingly       10:25 PM   thomas and judas both touched the body of christ       prideful       they say       a lack of faith they say       and it's true       10:28 PM   but we are challenging the nature order       natural order       it is necessary       as necessary as our lives themselves.

it is the original sin that seperated our flesh. adam was the only man who could live alone. we were once one though. it is only by defect we are separated. we are like those two disciples of christ. through the contemplation of the flesh it is possible to contemplate the soul of another. this is the original reason we were made by god. for the creation of art. as valid as any path in our world today. we go into the unknown, together into our true life. Life as it was meant to be lived, in the unknown. 

inspired by https://youtu.be/pxYx8lvj4zg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFO9mcAHEFQ