I figured it would happen sooner or later. This silence of mine could not continue much longer. And so I decided to start writing a diary ... not even i know exactly why.

Maybe because the job I do, occupies 99% of my thoughts and life, keeps me awake at night and sprinkles my life with a good dose of anxiety.

I guess writing and talking about what I live and experience everyday could help me. I think there was a famous psychiatrist who once said that the best medicine for the mind is to talk about your own problems ... Well, this is what I will do, and if someone wants to join me, I will be happy to share my experiences.

Now I'm getting ready to go to work. The director of my department wants to see because he wants me to create a Powerpoint presentation to lecture university medical students.

He won't have me so easily! i will have my workout finished first! Today is shoulder day! Yes i am a doctor and i like fitness as well, and i try to never skip a workout day (not even leg day! Do you even lift bro?). Well, a surgeon must be physicaly strong, anyway! I think i am doing a bit to an extreme, but hey! i like to stay super fit! How else am i going to sound credible to my patient when i say "you have to lose weight!" (you dumbfat! you will die because of your belly!... Well, i usually dont say out loud that last part). But i digress... Time to prepare my surgical mask, since i can't leave my house without it....Yup Covid-19 quarantine here...But that is for another post.

Up to the powerpoint presentation about urinary symptoms! Obviously the most thankless tasks are always up to the undersigned!