I didn't think I'll ever publish any of my poetry, so I hope there's at least one soul out there who would enjoy this. ---------------  

Thoughts are heavy, thoughts are grey and dark
My mind is drifting and it’s falling all apart
How can I , how can I forget
Thoughts of sorrow and I’m not living on again

Does he know how special you are
Does he treat you like a star
Does he know your favourite things
Does he make your heart sing 

You’re beside me, on an all white cloud fluff
You’re inside me, you’re in my every breath
I’m an arrow and I’m flying far away
And without you I’m a no one not a flake

And I wonder if he takes a bow
And I wonder if he makes you glow
And I wonder if he tells a lie (for you)
And I wonder if he makes you smile

Thoughts are heavy, thoughts are grey and dark
My mind is drifting and it’s falling all apart
How can I , how can I forget
Thoughts of sorrow and I’m not living on again

And all the things we had and treasured 
And all the things we kept intact
Am I the only one who still remembers
The distant years took it all apart

And I wonder if you ever think of me
And I wonder if your world is complete
And I wonder if you ever think “what if”
And I wonder if it’s time for me to leave

Thoughts are heavy, thoughts are grey and dark
My mind is drifting and it’s falling all apart
I thought that I, thought that I had forgotten
But it’s all come back and it won’t ever go away

And I wonder if you ever think of me
And I wonder if your world is complete
And I wonder if you ever think “what if”
And I wonder if it’s time for me to leave