Every now and then again

I think of you and of your smile

my heart beats fast, my mind is blank

Of years lost I contemplate

Then time turns blue and I survive

To live another day untrue

There's so much pain I keep inside

But I don't cry, yes I don't cry

There is the past that I can't change

There is the now which I must live

I've got to stay, I've got to build

The truth can wait, the heart believes

And now that I have said my words

I must return to mundane chores

And if you ever think of me

Remember that I still believe