My mother cooked our lunch early because she knows that I haven't had any food since yesterday morning. I just lost appetite in the remainder of the day yesterday but today I just have to get some food into my body which I did.

My mother cooked this viand we call "Sinigang" it is some meat and vegetables cooked in a Tamarind soup base. I would like it a little sour and spicy but due to my mother's own preferential taste I just had the mellow version.

I tried to eat despite that my appetite is really as poor as dirt so I tried to eat as much as I can especially the meat plus the leafy vegetables like the swamp spinach, some Okras, and those Taro root which wasn't cooked well as it was still hard.

After eating I had some half of fruit and the probiotics drink so that I can utilize as much nutrients from the food that I just ate since I ate a good amount of swamp spinach with my meal today.

I might also feel sleepy because I took some of the appetite stimulant that we bought last Tuesday so that I could enhance my appetite a bit. I could have not bought it because of its drowsiness side-effects but I had thought that I might want some stimulant for my appetite because this is a season of many foods on the table and I just want to enjoy them all.

But too bad that I just have to suffer from appetiteloss and it is just hard to trade it off from having to suffer a joint pain, bone loss, and face deformity ad enlargement. But soon maybe God will have something in stored for me and I just hope that my body will hold until it gets some needed relief and improvement.