Today I did what I was planning to do which is to eat my snack believing that it will going to stabilize my blood pressure. And so I just ate it forcefully, I mean I was not enjoying it whilst I am munching a big bag of "Tortilla" chips.

It really is salty and I do not like it since I am not used to eating such a food or a junk food for that matter. Either I didn't eat enough nor I really reached my dry weight but once again I wasn't able to finish my dialysis session.

But it is just 15 minutes before the scheduled termination time that I have to give-up and tell my nurse to basically stop the treatment. I thought that she would just infuse some saline solution but one of the head nurse took a reading of my BP first and upon learning that it was too down she just told me that she have to end it.

I didn't protest since I am really so light-headed already. You could never really endure a really depressed blood pressure especially if you know that you will be black-outing any second plus you will literally shit yourself if your blood pressure is crashing down.

But while blood is being returned my blood pressure improved and I felt okay again. It is not long until I was let-out because my blood pressure is already 110/80.

What I do not like about my treatment session nowadays is that my nurses are only running it to 200 mL per minute which is why I could not eat my regular rice meal. I could not feel any hunger while hooked-up now so either I would refrain from eating or will just eat hard candies. But lately I was trying to eat some salty snack in the belief that it would help stabilize my blood pressure but unfortunately that might not be the factor that I was hoping for to solve my years of blood pressure issue.