I often contemplate about my situation in life. So much reason for me to worry about, so much reason for me to get afraid, many reasons for me to just give-up or maybe get depressed and yet I am still not getting depressed.

The only thing that is keeping me alive is my funds because if I have no more money to spend for my medicines then that is it because I know that no one will be kind enough to lend a hand for me. I mean someone could help me out but due to the type of mess that I am stuck into, people will just get tired of helping.

The only person that is willing to spend all are my parents. Unfortunately they can't do much which is why I am really still thankful for them even though they are just helpless for dealing with my situation while my father in the other hand doesn't have a clue in dealing with my case so much so that he didn't tried anything and gave up immediately.

But I am always looking at the bright side of things so that I will not easily mentally give-up. I am always keeping a positive outlook for as long as I can foresee some hope then there will be no reason to pout my lips and resigned into a helpless state of mind about things.

This world is full of possibilities and it is for the person to see to it what's their future will be. It is a matter of mental capacities and will-power to achieve a greater thing because if you aim high you can hit long but if you just do not try something then something will not get the possibility of a chance to even happen.