'You have to start the journey from where you are. Now there is no reason for you to be sitting in the base, because wherever you are, the journey can start from there. Do not even get worried that hey, others are ahead of me and I am behind! Do not compare yourself to others! Otherwise, you will become even more sad. Always understand your situation. Wish to get the situation opposite to your situation, you should be persuaded in your dullness. You just leave the effort to get out of it.
You sit in this posture. You say - I am monotonous, then flowers will not blossom within me, then there will be desert within me, there will be no lectures, no. The desert also has its own beauty. Have you seen the desert? The desert also has its own silence. The desert also has far-reaching limits. He hides the unique beauty in himself.
There is nothing wrong in being desert. If God wants to be a desert within you, you accept him. You will find my point harsh, because you want to be quick to feel giddy. You want someone to give a key, hold a sutra in hand so that I too become juicy, but in reality you are monotonous. The desire for juice arises from your difference. Duality arises from aspiration. You will be enraged by the conflict, so I am giving you the key. I am telling you - you are virulent, then you drown in virility. Here you are, come.
You say - God made me a desert, so I was disappointed that he chose me as a desert. You agree in this. You forget the song - Anthem. You forget to be thrilled. You leave all these things. You stay dry. Do not try a bit, otherwise there will be hypocrisy. You will smile upwards and inside will be a desert. Flowers will stick from the top, there will be thorns from inside.
Whatever you are inside, you also become outside.
Thanking you !