I remembered the day he was born,it was the time of ultimate happiness for the whole family,everyone was pleased at this innocent arrival.I remembered the tears of joy in my brother's eye,who was happy to receive the little angel,the one who completed his family.Mama was also happy to be the grandmother of this beautiful soul and I cant explain the happiness to hold his hand in my hand for the first time.
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He was in my lap and I whispered in his little ear,
"O my little angel,phopho loves you endlessly..."
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It was the best feeling of my life.
But one-day he cried alot and his body colour changed into light blue, we were shocked to see his plight and rushed to the doctor.He told us that he had a problem in his heart so he need to be operated.Hearing this,the happiness changed into sadness and there were tears in everyone's eyes.Anyway the doctors consulted the date of his operation and it was decided that he will be operated as soon as possible.
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Finally the day arrived,everyone in my family was praying for his good health,he was crying with pain and I witnessed his pain in his eyes.At that time I was broken and my heart was fully shattered. I wanted to do something for him,to give him relief from his pain but I could do nothing.His little soul endured this pain,which we were not expecting.
After some days of his operation,suddenly he cried hardly,we took him to the doctor in the plight of unconsciousness.After examining the doctor said some words which I can't forget since yet and will never for my whole life,
"Sorry,he is no more...!!!!
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It seemed that our whole world had destroyed, we were not ready to accept this bitter reality.Our happiness changed into mourning and joys were lost.We lossed him at the age of six and it was the painful day of our life.With his arrival our world was delighted,but on his departure a bundle of happiness was also gone.
Here I wrote a lil piece of poetry for him,
Everyday I look at sky,
Everyday I call your name,
Everyday I miss your voice,
Often I wonder why,
Why you leave so early.
My little angel in the sky,
You are in my thoughts,
In my memories and in my heart,
Since the day we've been apart.💔
Death leave a heartache,no one can heal,we have to leave without him for whole life.There is a no chance of his coming back, that's the reality that breaks our hearts.💔
I miss him everyday💔
Although we are no one to call on Allah SWT'S will, but it feels so hurt that he called him so soon.May his soul rest in peace.Ameen
