So I thought-My journey to subconscious reprogramming


The hustle had been my solace for as long as I could remember. My comfort and friend in a world full of unpredictability and questionable loyalties.

When I looked up and was surrounded by chaos and turmoil and felt helpless, The hustle would let me get away. No feelings required, No extra.

Millions( when it was worth something lol )was on my mind ever since I could count.

In order for the grind to be right, the mind has to be right. I can’t count how many times I was doing my best ( so I thought) and getting nowhere.


I constantly felt as if I were in a hamster wheel. Working harder than most just to end up less was a common feeling.

I cried, I prayed just to win once more, just to see it all pay off…

I then (later of course lol learned that thoughts become things. It made so much sense as to why I wasn't seeing the results I wanted …

Let me backup a bit


Even though I was a harder worker, I was also an over thinker and warrior. So many seconds of my days were spent thinking about the what ifs, how long, and why nots

Because of this it was all I would see in my reality. Day in and day out, because that's all I thought about.

Not to mention the situations I would constantly find myself in.


I was running around talking about “don't test me I have bond money” and wondering why I had to use it to bail out of jail so many times



Then let's talk about the company I was keeping. Surrounded by deaf ears, but hands held out (also a product of my thought)



Lastly, the cherry on top, I was still a drinker at this time, and who knows what thoughts a drunk thinks lol ( because I don’t remember a lot of my drunk thoughts) Just being honest

One day I woke up and was fed up, So I made the choice to fix it and fix it fast


I had come to learn that subconscious reprogramming is easier while sleeping.

When it comes to our minds, it is easiest to mold when we are sleeping so that we don’t get in our own way .

Once I learned that it was time to get my mind right literally lol

(or so I thought)



COME BACK TOMORROW FOR PART 2