Hello to all the beautiful Publish0X family! How are you?
Today, I am excited and sad because it is my birthday but sad because I lost one year that will never be back in my life. Time passed fast, we can't measure and stop its speed. It looked like yesterday, I celebrated my birthday. When I was in Turkey, it was a good celebration for my parents. But today still I am waiting, "Anyone will like to wish me a birthday in Pakistan?" My all family members are busy with their jobs, might be they had forgotten about it.
On 10th October, I was born in hospital after C-section by a lady doctor. My mum names me, "Blue" due to my blue and beautiful eyes 😂. I was a kid and I can't remember what happened at the age of one day. When I was six years old my grandma started to tell true tales about me. She always whispered, "Blue! You will miss my stories one day" Of course, nowadays, I missed her stories and her. May Allah bless her with Heaven.
Last year, it was my grandma, who wished me my birthday first. I was near to her heart and any moment can be spent by her for my happiness. I received many gifts from my Turkish friends and even from my parents. At this event, I am sad because I had no Turkish friends there. Moreover, my family ignored me like I had no importance to them 😢😭.
I was excited at the start of 9th October and was waiting for 10th October but still, no one in the family cared about cake or any birthday celebration. It was a second attack for me. Although, I had still 30 minutes remaining I can guess there is no special celebration for me.
I was playing games on my laptop to keep myself busy and wait for midnight so that I shall be able to know about the lucky person who will wish my birthday. I hope people will not ignore my birthday.
Might be, the birthday celebration will be a good event before the '20s and after 24's people will not care about it. It is my thinking right now for which I am fighting.
Anyway, I decided to enjoy and celebrate my day with my virtual friends. Thanks to the BCH community who always brought a bunch of Gifts and generosity to me. My write-up makes me strong in these situations. Advance thank you to all my friends who are with me here always.
A birthday is a special event in your life. When someone special in your life started to ignore this event, it hurts a lot. I want to enjoy these moments with my friends, my love, and my family but still, no one had wished me this event. After overwhelming negative thinking and off-mood, I started to cry and weep.
Now I am in a corner where I am bleeding my some words here. I am hopeful all people near to my heart will notice this event, and I shall be able to celebrate the cake ceremony. As negative thinking and depression had made dominance in my mind, still I didn't know what I had to write so sorry to all my friends if you don't like my feelings at the end.
Thanks for reading and supporting me.
