Sometimes I find myself thinking of which of the + 4000 cryptocurrencies I want to take up and study closely and master but then something else begs my attention so I put it down in the same spot I'm suppose to do my analysis, hopefully it will grow the two of us, if more then better. 🕉️
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There's more than meets the eyes, there is the almighty, there is the weakling, there is the warrior, the undefeated but most importantly there is the monk, the wisdom holder, the one who decides not to act in times of f*ckery. As all cause have effect, when anxiety decides to attack the best reaction to that is numbers, raise the numbers, higher frequencies. Whatever it is that you do, if you can match a variation to it then do that. It's not like multitasking, no its major numbers that would involve people, something like content creation or development, some sort of position in which people offer their selves, note that it's not themselves but their selves, what do I mean? If you post a video on whatever sites you post it you will get views those views are the bodies offering themselves to you. It's a whole mindset on its own and if you are not aware like myself, haven't been aware for a long long time. Then I realised that almost all the content we are consuming is numbered, now I got to find my way in this maze then I figured, what best way than to give/ offer service while I learn, offer service on what I learn.
Getting better with time and not bitter means that you will have to overcome fears, face truths that are made up, have your physicality violated and mutilated time and time again, when you get over that, real strength starts building up. Best believe it's not a few days thing, you can raise your awareness in a matter of hours by consuming certain foods in certain rations, which is highly advisable if you are physically in that position.
[If you are one of the ones the system wants to get rid of like us then you will have to be a lil piece of work. For me personally I don't f*ck with them, they really had to army up and call on their 10000 ancestral linage just to have me in line plus I didn't even know half this was happening. Now that right there is a demonstration of a 3D dimension mindset.]
In time I've learned to forgive some really crude deeds done to my person, when I've learned to detach from the physicality of things I've adopted a better mindset that enables me to commune with the higher Gods and call upon them but because I haven't detached completely and the path I have chosen is somewhat in conflict,it's been quite shaky, but hope is a faithful queen. In that the reality of things is what I make of it, and by allowing the next nuisance to impact my way of thinking actually turns down my own progression, by doing that I get in tune with the nuisances way of things and my own path is neglected. When I found out that I'm under the influence I was like ok I do not want to be under the influence but let me first find out who,what when and why I am actually still alive. With that came a whole disturbance in my whole being, there was a lot I couldn't stand, a lot I had to do without, longest distances I had covered was in this state and I do not fully attribute that to the influence more to my own self because as I started digging deeper, the more hooked I got to the idea of being free from all influences and I was in the best position to actually just go away and start something of my own before this whole pandemic bulltraps came by, and try to get free I did. There was a few shortcomings, love and truth. I had been blinded by love, I cannot call the love I gave to the world fake but part of the love I had received is something I never want to give especially when this is all said and done, being fake is just the worst thing in existence but overcoming that and being able to converse and laugh with a phony is the best feeling in the world because when it was hurting, I took that attachment but when I stand firm in my power and be me, I realized that they can never hurt me, the whole illusion game comes to play and they have more to lose than I do. I have thousands of them but they only have one me. That's the difference and when I realize that, my self-worth started to boost little by little. With good faith and cheer, gratitude is such a powerful tool in dealing with this, what we call anxiety. When I'm filled with gratitude, when I can bless and truly have it from my heart, it radiates this other vibrations that just can't be kept inside especially when I am mentally stuck in there and I do not know what to do, my words and my actions don't quite match my feelings to allow me to just take it. But take it I will, soon enough but it will only happen according to my holy will in this time or the other. So when I wake up mad and I just decide no b, I'm not going to go on a grunt, but rather I'm going to empower those that need it just like I do. I know a little about the power of my thoughts, I know the universe is with me always and wants to have me win day in day out, the universe is out to bless me and see me through. In all its opposites, friends and enemies, I am free to grow through this human experience and realize that nothing really matters. Once I wake up mad and immediately master the madness and transmute it into unconditional love, clarity, into whatever feeling I wish to embody that would replace the madness.
I am personally still growing out this, so much lessons to be learned, currently stuck on the pandemic craze, sort of being neutralised as I sleep I am being shared all over with the intention of diluting me or rather neutralising myself to fit the rest and the rest is a million differences so it can never work it can never be because my very own belief is needed to make that work. But their belief will keep empoweeibg them I however do not have to stop growing!
The reason why people are so rich like Warren Buffet, he always knew he was going to be rich like myself 😅😁, that's what he said when asked if he ever thought he'd be on these levels. Thought and intention is a massive contributer in the creation of the life we will have coming for us. One might ask, if I know this so well how am I still in this position? Well, at the start while wanting to be free and not knowing much, I didn't understand gratitude as I do now, I didn't get it like I get it now and I'm so sure in the next few weeks my mindset will be filled with all sorts of heavenly downloads that don't need connection like we know it. So I would wake up with hazes of thoughts, voices and sensations coming at me, I would blow up and sent them to hell and all kinds of things that I learned I could do, and some of which I created myself as the undefeated greatest of all time but little did I know that I was literally going up against most if not all existence, that's when I knew the power within is too much, can't compare to nothing. Then my hermit kicked in but the hermit couldn't get me anywhere fast enough mostly because of the thought pattern but that thought pattern is another easy to solve level that had me stuck for quiet a while, once I found the solutions and for me this happens for all my problems, that I find the solution and dump it. Move to the next problem get solution then dump it. My hermit kept promising me that once I know, I know. That right there was a riddle on its own that took ages to solve, once I've solved that one amidst this pandemic bs, I found my stride easing, partly due to society wearing me down and as they do that I build myself up in my own lane, and it's very interesting because all the fears disappear and I become one with everyone. I cannot live in fear of myself or keep moving trying to get away from myself, but one thing is for sure that it's a mindset game, a game of patience and crazy numbers that can be deactivated on your part or tainted to make sure you go nowhere. In going nowhere I found a lot more that I was looked down for. Pretty obvious things that I keep overlooking have the lower self thinking they got power over me, I dare say yup they did have the power, conditional. Unlike the power that awaits me, I don't have time for games I use games to grow I don't mind being purged, it only makes me stronger, faster, more connected except that there are millions of connections out there that I can readily call upon anytime anyday but they don't have me on speed dial. That had me bothered for a while until the world started being the world, every vibration that comes through will only leave you the same if you are dead, you learn, it's inevitable. And as they wear you down they know very well that money is only an illusion for survival that doesn't really exist, everything else only serves the 3D to empower the 4D to the 5D depending on wether you take the blue pill or the red like in the matrix movie, that was actually a documentary turned movie. Everything that happens from without has to reflect what's within. When they talk of surrender, actually every little word has so much power to it. And looking deeper into meanings and origins is really important.
Keeping it moving is the narrative, but it so happens that I decided that I am not playing this runaway game, I face these demons and stand in my truth, stand for what I believe in and the surrendering I have to do is to myself and to the lessons of death which is change, transformation into better. At the moment I am covering much less ground than I did in the past, at the same time I am so activated that I constantly need to be deactivated. This conflict has the easiest solution which has been the solution all along. Submit, surrender. Although it seem or sound like weakness it's the connectivity that is holding this act together, then as the shadow work sets in and the light codes collect, there's switches that happen like magic, I don't know how but I know I leveled up and my environment will tell me that. With time I've learned to sort of focus on myself, my inner being, my thoughts, my words are more blessing, as I write, paint or shop, all intentions are pure and just. It doesn't matter if I look at a person sexually and think to myself that I am sexually appealed. I've observed that as long as I am in alignment with the purity of my intentions that's fine by me. In that way I learned to shift my rather dirty thoughts to finesse, plus a bit of humour then I started leveling up more smoothly. I figured not to over do it like I always do but the lessons are here to stay for my betterment and it doesn't stop with me. It hurts a lot, it felt like I've lost, so much but I don't need none of it. I have to stop myself because I won't stop, I feel like I need a person like me to help me out of this and because I am being taught to love myself I'd rather share the love with you too, even if it's just one word. Something else though, I did become softer and it eats at me. I need so much time by myself to deal with this anxiety bs. Soon enough. Thank you for you!
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Supreme love and light
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