
I've lost the will to write
These ugly days
My heart hurts so bad
It feels as if
Jumping out of the chest
Might not be such a bad idea after all!

I see Humanity’s rotten…
My heart aches
And I’m heartbroken with them the same!

As if the happiness of our yesterday
Was nothing more than a charming and ambitious dream

What we wanted and adored
The pleasures we used to have
Our happy hugs
And hopeful touches

Houses are on fire once more!
The beautiful nature is still there
But my heart
Wants to jump out of the chest
Like a madness unfold
Like an endless despair

My dream was freedom
My dream was perception
My dream was peace and tranquility
Life's luxuries never had a place in my heart
I was never a woman of jewelry or wealth

My heart beat for the greenery to stay still
For all the gorgeous nature to remain
To thrive even

But now
My heart gets out of my chest
Not yet … still