I Leave myself stranded in a state of complicated emotions.
Dying to free myself from this mental cage,
I find myself performing acts of perplexed and frivolous outbursts.
Can't answer why, can't believe the insecurities that bind me.
Trying to find an ending to all this disarray
I put myself in predicaments which lead me to act in flippant ways.
Even though I try to protrude in self edification,
I fail!
These so-called virtuous path lead me not to a paradise
but too extreme virulent endings.