I can't stop from spinning.

My mind keeps on spacing.

Now, its my heart that keeps racing.

I can't stop the trembling.

The shaking, it never stops.

The seconds, they feel like minutes 

The minutes they feel like hours.

These hours quickly turned into days.

The losses that no time could ever erase.

All that has been heard.

When no ons else is around

The screaming gets much louder

Pounding louder within my skull.

The  whispers are so silent,

My ears are forever ringing.

No substance that will make it stop.

Why cant i just turn on the mute?

The rage that is consuming.

The tears just won't stop flowing

Laughters echoing through the room 

The feelings all just mixing together 

Paying no mind to whom is there..

Why won't they leave me be?

Something feels hollow inside my brain.

Will I ever keep the will to manage?

Something i am destined to figure out..will the misery fade away in time?

Or am I doomed to walk this road forever?

11/10/2019