It makes me feel like a shit with no dignity, no humanity, no soul, a shell of who I am truly.

3-4 hours of being high to feel like a shit for weeks, it's taking my life for nothing. It is the worst drugs of all. It kills my life, my social life, my career life, my academic life, my family time, my friends life, my spiritual life, my love life, my masculinity life. It is a plague to everything.

I get my chest filled with dark heavy anxiety that makes me not be able to see others in their eye or wanting to be close to them.

It makes me have my mind covered with this black fog that makes me feel dead, possesed, hollow, retarded and autistic.

There is not a single benefit to this, it retards your mind and takes you to hell and then your life is hell.

GO FOR A LONG WALK THAT'S ALL!!!

[SHORT MOTIVATION GABE DAWG- SAD-]

[IF YOU WANNA BE THE PERSON WHO OVERCOMES YOUR ADDICTION 

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“If you accomplish something good with hard work, the labor passes quickly, but the good endures; if you do something shameful in pursuit of pleasure, the pleasure passes quickly, but the shame endures”
― Musonius Rufu