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Why The Crush Didn't Affect Me As Bad


 

During the great conjunction last year, I've manage to get myself from having lost BTC accounts that I don't know of to actually making some dollars of my own. 

 

So how did I do it? N how will I do it again? I've been writing for as long as I know, write on paper with pen, wrote staff online on the pc, phone, wrote a whole lot of staff. Then last year it happened that one wonderful person asked me, what would you rather be doing now while waiting on your dreams and visions? Without any hesitation, I responded "writing". As I said this, I felt real good. Never felt better about writing and it felt like I'd been writing my best writing in that moment too. Some time later I got given 500 sheets of pink paper. Yes pink.

 

I wasted no time and started writing, I probably wrote a few messes on the first few sheets but as I moved and picked up momentum I found ideas. I just wrote about stuff, mostly motivational and reactionary to that situation. Long story short I ended up writing on both sides of the sheets. On another move I happened to be on got attacked and lost everything in the process. I was left broken but I still had heart and mind to guide me so the heaven God's directed me and soon I was writing again. This time I had gotten me multiple coloured sheets, on some I drew on some I wrote. Whatever was working on me at the time, I truly appreciate those moments cos I met such wonderful people, got introduced to awesome platforms and sites like this one. What I've been writing about was my duality. 

 

Since everything is in a dual state meaning that it's not only in life or physical, there's a spiritual side to everything. The spiritual side is like X infinity while life is like we'll within 200 years. I've been exploring this part of me with the emotions I had been feeling. I found that there's been great imbalances emotionally and spiritually. I had been horsing on staff spiritually that wasn't coming forth physically. Of course this is true too for like 99% of the world some say you got to work hard to get it. I can now comfortably say that it's not really about the work. It's much easier than that and more within, it's done none stop. You cannot want to prime yourself for one manifestation, you actually want to prime every breath you take. 

 

So what I've been writing is how I felt as I woke from the night. Little did I know that I just feeding the same negativity. As I learned more about myself I found sadhu Guru, Jordan Patterson and Abraham Hicks. These three were totally new to me and became my greatest vertues. I was listening to them whenever I got the chance to as they calmed my storms in the battle of the mind and spirits in the night or whenever I slept. I wrote so many staff in idioms or parables cos I had fears. Only much later did I find out that lower vibrational emotions attract lover vibrational states. I needed to be happier, I planted trees and wrote about that, I saw some psychologists in search for answers but all they did was listen. Which I didn't appreciate enough, fears still creep in every now and then but this time I'm able to call them out. 

 

In my writing journey I wrote about a thousand articles all together, I'm proud of that and won't stop there. How I found different platforms, I happened to have known about publish0x before. Spirit always had me, all over me. I've gotten the idea that I could earn something for me writing so I did. I literary earned some cents on my first article. They spiraled into a few dollars, then as the month went by I had +40$ I remember my exchange wallet had that from the transfers. It was all joy because the goal had been to get to a dollar from nothing then get to ten dollars then get to 100hen 1000 dollars and so on. My main goal was to get my writing on the cloud or just somewhere I do not have to worry about anyone ever stealing it from me. So I found platforms that paid, of course you can get paid on these normal sites but that not how I wanted to do it. This was because of the attachment to physical money or the representation. When the money came differently it felt good but in a different way, something I never felt before. After writing staff, getting comments and getting paid, I entered competitions and in a few months had about 800$ in my exchange wallet. It felt really good, then I remembered I didn't have my credentials or any of my bank trinkets. They got taken earlier. I needed to recover my trinkets fast cos I needed the cash. Even western Union or money gram needed identification and all mine got taken. I took some copies of my ID and went to recover my passport and ID. In my mind I didn't need the ID. In people's minds: what the heck does he want to renew his passport for? Lol. I had my own mind from my own troubles then I had my own solutions that came with the troubles. 

 

With this I found that you can't actually have problems or troubles without the solution. You always have both. When you are on the solution side, this means that you have curved the troubles and fears aside. If you are on the troubled side then it mean you need to release your focus on the trouble by allowing the solution to come forth. As I realised this, I also found that huge parts of me was being shared out and it was totally unfair. Until I found that I could recover all in a jiffy that actually there are no losses only lessons. I loved this part. I needed to grow more and growing did I do.

 

After getting my ID I managed to get my bank card too n that's it. I've been recovering everything else and I guess I'm not too serious about it. I manage to exchange some of my assets to dollars into my bank then get around. Tried renewing my passport but it didn't work out so I had to change plans and surrender to spirit. My spirit, this was so good cos spirit showed me my hurts, showed me my broken heart and more that I didn't need. Then spirit started working on me, renewing me, introducing me to different entities and Gods, Goddesses too and others. I loved every bit of it, especially the plant medicine part. I became a plant love more than I was, I found some Moringa seeds, crushed them and made a concussion with rain water. It doesn't get any better than this but it did. It all kept getting better until I put out three books, rough drafts but sure at +100K words between them, I feel so much better than I have felt before for sure.

 

Check out my Channel, you might find something you like 😏

 

There must be a part II to this thing.

 

Love n light

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Hermitworldwide

 

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