The Second Part

By Hermitworldwide | J Phoenix R Mystics | 10 Jun 2021

Going forth, I found that the reason I had what we call struggles in life is because of my style of attachment. In learning to properly let go, I've learned to disassociate with those that don't seem for me. As the days went by I became more aggressive about cutting things and people off, in covenants and other forms of attachments. Covenants seem to be the highest form of attachment in form of the word and thought. Other covenants are blood oaths and agreements of higher dimensions which we'll explore as we go on.

Now it came to a point of not being sure what my niche is. I had not conformed to any except when I call myself a divergent. I feel that suits much better. Then I found that spirit not only agrees with me, spirit also took me through a few possibilities. Amazingly some to keep me fit, some to keep me paid, some to keep me creative some to keep me healing some to keep me on my path. The best was the some to keep me growing. I love growing, both myself and others. I know that's part of why I go through what I go through, teach and inspire love and knowledge.

So I'm challenging myself to a $100 week from nothing. Publishing about 10 articles everyday, a number of videos in the whole week, a few podcasts release everyday and catch some airdrops. That's my crazy challenge. The truth to this challenge is that as I started growing my account I had one focus in mind: recovery in replacement of everything. Sadly this meant people too. I'll post a funny meme here that's about Aquarius getting emotional when it's time to get rid of their favourite toxic people.

Like for reals, I had favourite toxic people? So I had been thinking I'm just replacing lost staff but spirit actually started showing people out the door, giving cold shoulders and all that. Which actually meant that I was a few steps behind so I got physical cold shoulders but I tell you no lie, I don't give a fuck. Picked my ass up and put together whatever components spirit had for me. Went all in. As of this writing my exchange wallet balance is at £13 and that's after some boost and a lot of paybacks. I can't even move that so that's like a 0 to me. That's where I'm starting all day everyday I pick my ass up and start from the bottom. The very cool thing about growth is experience so I start over but with and from Experience.

And of course it must look like it hurts or its embarrassing or whatever the case but once you truly get it that all these is illusions. That not even time is real, you start playing different, make your rules and break them too. Feelings are lucid and easily changeable. Why would I choose to feel bad or fear simply cos of some knot in my stomach? That's what I went exploring to find just how powerful I truly am. Which also means that others are just as powerful except that each one is the most powerful on their own. Whenever we start to compare each other, we are actually lowering our vibration so to go up against anyone we'd need to lower their vibration while keeping ours slightly higher just enough to not be too high as to lose the urge to be malicious. This is what the world does because if you make it out from that end, you are wasted and they laugh. If you make it from the other end you surrendered and still they laugh. Now it's very important to know that this all doesn't matter more than being free from these effects, and it's a whole process of growth. This process does not only change you, it changes those around you. Whatever path you choose, the surrounding will respond accordingly. If you have your mind focused on something, let go of all the struggles and resistance so that you can feel good about having it and you will. Whenever you find something that feels good like works staff, stick to it because in it you'll find much liberation from a lot of things.

So as I'm starting off the second part of my journey into the recovery, I'll call this one the rest of the year challenge. Where I'll take the rest of the year (6months ) to flip my life into other dimensions and explore sides of me I don't know of. Earnings are needed and necessary but they do not dictate feeling anymore. I'm pretty neutral about monetary energies because my sanity is more important than money. As I recall almost going mad and to think that it's because people was after money, makes me want to give it all up if I could. Now that I found that I cannot or maybe do not want that, I'll best work with it and harness my energies in truth while being responsible to myself. N myself only.haha. I'm truly the only one that's been there for me all my life, the Gods are me too.