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Chained II The Rhythm

By Hermitworldwide | J Phoenix R Mystics | 17 Nov 2020

It so happens that this wonderful creation has been a bother in my hind side for far too long, I have also discovered ways of how to heal and restore myself from its nuisances of pathetic attempts to stop me in my tracks while telling me that it's keeping me safe. I found a lot of peace in expressing myself to myself literary and practically. I have been around, not too far or too wide but I've had my fair share of life that through the torture I have realized just how rich I have gotten. And the piece of care that I just don't give is the ultimate connectivity, I'm not going to hold back nothing. Not for myself not to myself not for nobody, and the reason is that as much as they seem to have gone through somewhat the same thing, they are nothing short of annoying, that just look for chances and ways to get you back to guilt trap every time. And this I mean from the bottom of my heart that as much as I'd like to embrace the idea of oneness these things don't deserve the oneness, they are a taint to all that there is. You can't be teaming up with your enemy just to dine and have the dinner believe that it has to choose between the two of them. It's absurd but coming from them. I think I've seen and been through enough to be able to comprehend the bit that digs into my stubborn heart the same heart that drags me out into the desert is the same that begs not to be woken up, the same that doesn't want anything to do with these desperate souls. You are Gods, there is no limit, the only limits you have there are the ones you put there, and if there's one who is disabling your option then you gave that power. As I am aware of what's lost but I'm not continuing to accept the same bs, I'm growing through this crap so that when I come out here, the momentum will be too crazy, building a lane of my own. This expression is part of the growth. I am not trying to be a man or a woman I am already me and I don't need them or their offerings, I need love and acceptance just how I express acceptance, that wether gay or straight, bi or que or whatever it is that you prefer. It doesn't matter, if you are not doing your shadow work or getting proper light codes got in your straight path, I respect you for who and what you are but that don't mean I got to kiss your ass or bow down to you. I did that when I was not aware now its a whole another thing , I might not publish this one but the expression is needed to free this part from my heart because there's been some real special beings that I have communed with and everytime I purged myself and cleansed myself, I felt myself drifting further away from the one I hold most dear. It's also a trap on its own, solitude, even if it's an illusion, being on your own for so long, reaching out with the understanding that you have and only getting slacks and shortcomings makes one dig deeper into oneself. Physicality doesn't seem to help, absolutely only another being seem to actually help and philosophies have it different that it's at the most basic levels shear willpower, anything you put frequency to, and keep it constant, will liberate you. This is the one thing I always seem to just miss, so many times I did but now I'm still pushing won't ever stop and as I grow stronger, the feeling starts to feel more right.

When I do a cleanse, clearing my energies and all that I am off all limiting energies, be it covanents or simply energies lurking around for whatever reason, I actively clear them of off my oneself and if I could really awaken I'd tear these things to pieces, can't be following me around like it's your papa or something 😂. Who followed you around and why didn't you tell them to off like I tell you off? Just get it that some of us really believe in shear willpower, hard work and great rewards that comes with the effort even under the trance. Just get it that some of us really believe in shear willpower, hard work and great rewards that comes with the effort.There seem to be some sort of silence or chill so I'll settle with that for now. If I can't maintain it then sing y'all a lullaby.

Let's get this out of the way. It's been twisted too long. These people who are like me, after the game has turned you inside out and ran all kinds of tests on you that silence is just absurd. I keep quiet when I choose to. I'm not even trying, I am stepping into my greatest, it's amazing the milestones I've achieved with all this weight on me. Guess I needed the weight to know that no female or male no darkness or light will change who I am at the depth of my being. It begs to be observed deep down to the core that if we are as old as the universe that must mean we've existed elsewhere so many other times which again means that we know why we are as we are. That we don't need extras,it's hard to explain but really we feel that the noise will be enough to drive us mad, we are not wrong for looking for the loneliest places to live in, live off the land , engineering our way around so we never have to disturb nobody or their settings. But the sad part of all this is that once it's in vision all it takes is one night's sleep to ruin it or the illusion there of. Hence the confidence in our own belief system that the only way out of this is that we continue to do what we do. Keep putting out them numbers till the time we have our own nights far away from all these wonderful things and just go make our own beings elsewhere that's the way, everything else can disappear. The feeling will get right, the ways will open up, the mind is made up, the reputation is well eh whatever, we not begging so we choose to go on out and be on our own cos y'all aren't so different from us and we are not feeling easy in observing ourselves in y'all. This isn't the world I want to be in. This is not the world I keep creating everyday. The world's I create are far from this, if they need me to die for things to work out then it'd be my pleasure to do so otherwise I don't feel like all that funny things. Being reminded of the gun I'm planning on buying and yes I'll get them guns licenced or not, no not for anything past, all future. We keep moving that's the narrative, we don't live in the past, we live in the now but them guns got to come through like yeah.... Let it become family airloomes something to be passed down for ages, if not blood family then relational.... Something worthy, a legacy. Not the constant feeling of you becoming better than me, when will that ever happen? You need me for you to better me, you don't need parts of me to better me, you don't need to turn people against me, it doesn't matter if I took drugs or dealt them, it doesn't matter if I've been top student too many times it doesn't matter if I've been in and out of the country too many times, it doesn't matter that my experience is too rich and keeps growing, it all doesn't matter like who are you , what God are you to come set your laws where the laws of existence are enough? Telling me the path of least resistance is illegal? To you or who? And now I wanna start me a fresh life you keep coming up in my face and mind and thought telling me off. Well I'll have to die here cos I ain't scared no more. I ain't running no more. The world is yours, if you feel supreme enough then take me out. If you haven't been fooled around then do it. It's been my wish for quiet a while now. And no I am not suicidal. Not at all but you squeeze your thoughts in here and I start thinking of whatever ways to kill this meatsuit so I set the king free maybe it will then happily go do what it does cos I don't alright, my path doesn't, y'all got them retros so wonderful you ought to embrace them instead of embodying them on the directs. Like this year alone this is the only time we can actually start breathing direct, all the other months was filled with retro energies just something else no wonder I don't feel fearful no more. Thank you universe. Call it sh*t talk or whatever you know better and we both know that there is nothing final about any of this, this thing never ends. It keeps going cos it needs the fuel, then you and I keep it going. I am presently manifesting supreme love n light, blessings beyond measure, too blessed to be ungreatful, manifesting peace, freedom of the best, strength and all else that I'll need on my next venture as I sit it out now it's only a matter of time before we got to get moving again. They are all right about attachments, keep an open mind that attaches to nothing and no one, that means you do not get offended for that reason you do not worry about forgiving, there is nothing to forgive. Let them go, let it all go and worry about you and yourself that's how people like you do it. You believe in you, you love the people but they are busy having fears you don't understand, your best guess is lines of generations of thousands of spirits that almost each household has, that if one is to trespass into the house and attempt to even talk to you something else happens or I just don't even want to entertain it, don't want to have that fear,or any other fear. Figure out a way to be out of this space, where they play games, get off the arena wether by death or walking it off you end up collecting your numbers without needing to fear nothing or nobody at this rate you are probably left with a little over 1%of loyalty true loyalty so it won't be too hard to go off and be on your own. Thank you for making them understand that you are not in denial, you are boxed in, it's just one of those things like what is a life compared to eternity, nothing.