My favorite band ever is the Doors. Taken from Adolph Huxley’s book “The Doors of Perception”. Now if you have never heard of them, I suggest checking them out. I listened to them even before my journey into drugs, even more so during and continuing even after.
Jim Morrison, who died at the age of 27, was their lead singer. He really tested the boundaries of existence. There was no drug he would say no to. Always searching for something greater. Like we all should be. But when is enough? Well there is no one there to tell you that.
Enough for me was when I kept re-tripping from a dose shrooms that seemed to last for days. I’m reality it lasted about 24 hours but time didn’t really exist to me them. I’d like to say it still doesn’t, but even I at this point in my life, have to be at places at certain times. So I kind of need time.
I’m not too happy about it but this is the life I have chosen up until now. I have no one to blame besides myself. We all need to take responsibility for our lives. Even if it’s not where we would like to be now, we have to keep moving to where we would like to be.
The “Doors” are always there for us to take a chance and try walking through. Just because they may be locked at the time, we must try to find the key.