you tried to fit into their tiny box. you really tried hard. you put forth a great effort, for many years. but you were never meant to fit into that box. that's THEIR box. that's the box that they've been trying to get you into all this time. they don't like being in their box... the box they created for themselves. so they came to this world to convince you that they know where you belong, which is obediently under their control, in the box that they deny was made for them. they want you in there so they can use your energy for their plans.   but they can't twist the universe forever. and you can't give your energy away forever. new horizons are upon us. the world is already brighter than it was 5 years ago. it just seems like it's darker because we're finally seeing just how much control they actually did have. cheer up! you belong to freedom. you belong to the creative infinite universe. your body is made of the stars, and your existence is the stuff dreams are made of. you've just forgotten how it all works. but those memories are coming back to you. you're waking up to the individual eternally aware, you.   don't listen to them anymore they don't know you like you know your self. they cannot create a sustainable life for you. they can only feed off of the one you have been given, but only when you choose to let them... mostly out of fear. we all have a choice to make. you can either try to be what they want, or you can just be unapologetically YQU. until then, I'll be wading for you in the deep end.