today was my first day of work at singapore polytechnic.

i cannot believe that i am no longer a part of yjc.

it seems so surreal that i am sitting in my office at SP, waiting for the tech guy to set up my computer and trying to imagine my life there.

sometimes, it scares me shitless that i am leaving my comfort zone to start afresh as a noob again. will this change be worth it? will I be up to it? will I like it enough at SP?

images of the people connected with yjc-my colleagues, my students-kept flooding my mind on my bus ride home. i am not going to be a part of their lives anymore. it certainly didnt help that i was trying to sleep through a splitting headache. i could only comfort myself that compared to the time when i disrupted and left my army mates behind, this time round i am relatively emotionally unaffected.

but for the most part, i am excited about how my life at SP will unfold. so, we shall see, ya?:)

*written a lifetime ago*