I have so many things to say and write that I do not where or how to even start.
Ok, so I will start with my personal example.
Some of you or many will judge me in one way, shape, or form and before you say to yourself that I do not judge, think again, we all do, it is in human nature to judge others even if you want to or not, notice or not, willingly or not.
If you follow me or have read my previous article, you would see that my father lost his battle with cancer and died in November last year.
But here is something that you do not know and show how people do not care and only act as philanthropists when it suits them here I am specific to people who are rich, there might be exceptions in all cases but here is something like 0.00000001%.
So here is the full story.
On November 5th, at about 21.00, my dad started to vomit and could not stop until he had nothing to vomit anymore his stomach was big and made strange noises so we decide to call an ambulance.
After 2 weeks in the hospital and many, many investigations, they had seen on a CT scan that he had colon cancer and they decided to operate on him.
I began to ask around for help to get him to a bigger hospital with better surgeons and I asked for help on almost all social platforms.
I found some people who are literally millionaires and know for a fact that I mean 100% sure and begged for help.
Gave them all about me, even screenshots of my ID, and was willing to give any kind of proof but the answer was blunt, NO.
On November 19, at 10.00 in the morning, my dad signed up to get operated on.
We were called in the afternoon to go to the hospital and talked with the doctor he said that the operation was good that they removed all of his colons and that the next 48 hours will be critical and after that, we might have some hope that he will make it.
I went to see him and he was intubated and cold like he was dead, but I talked in his ear and he heard me and moved a bit his eyes(they were taped).
The next day, he had the tubes out, an oxygen mask, and full of bags going thru is the body(urine, blood, fecal matter).
He was all swollen because his body retained so much water and he was in so much pain that I am crying as I am writing, God is my witness.
He kept saying that his feet hurt, his back hurt but most of all, his but(ass) hurt over and over and over.
I tried to make him strong and told him to be strong so I can take him home.
I will never forget it ever and it was like yesterday: Yes home, let's go home.
To see him in so much pain...I wish that no one sees a loved one in so much pain.
The next day, he could not talk anymore and was breathing very fast thru the oxygen mask.
I put my hand thru his head and he nodded a bit, he felt me.
The next morning, on 21 November, he died.
Because all the time he stayed in the hospital and did not eat anything except what they gave him thru tubes, his body was so weak that all of his organs failed, that is what the autopsy said, and also that he had had any protein left in his body.
After being paralyzed for almost 27 years, cancer killed him.
Atho I was in shock, the next day I asked, begged again for help everywhere, and went to beg again those people that I know can afford it to help me bury him.
You all know or maybe you know how expensive a funeral is and especially how expensive a coffin is.
I remember I was on a video call and was literally beginning on my knees(i will never tell who, where, why, how, and so on).
The answer I got was no I can't, no I won't, and no answer at all.
Yes, one person said directly no I will not help you.
Was willing to show any kind of proof.
I and mom bought the cheapest coffin we could find and tried to keep as cheap as we can and we somehow managed it.
You cannot even imagine the hate we got from family members because the funeral was cheap and the judgment and some family members were saying that they are embarrassed, and some stop talking to us.... horrible.
We still hear rumors to this day,3 months later, people and family judging us because we can't afford but a wooden cross for his grave.
But no one seems to care and/or understand that with my dad gone, one income has gone and now my and my mom live only from my disability(yes I am disabled).
Now my mother she became depressed and she is starting to feel sick and tired each day.
She has Hashimoto, problems with her heart(a stent implant also), her thyroid, back, and liver, and she can not see with her glasses anymore.
She hasn't been to a checkup in years because she has no health insurance and we can't afford it before not to mention now.
That being said, you can imagine how I feel.
Went again to ask for help and begged but to no answer even this time.
If something happens, who would take care of us, because I can't even take care of myself?
And also you can imagine the struggle for two people with on small disability income.
Also the hate, the judgment, and the names I got for asking, begging for help, well you can imagine or guess.
That being said and the picture painted, you can understand why I said in the title that people had become selfish and not only that, many are hypocrites, putting on a mask on social platforms and acting like philanthropists and posting quotes about helping people and when you ask with proof, they say no, do not answer or in some cases even block you.
Well here are some quotes for these people if they ever see this post.
Proverbs 14:31
Whoever oppresses a poor man insults his Maker, but he who is generous to the needy honors him.
Proverbs 19:17
Whoever is generous to the poor lends to the Lord, and he will repay him for his deed.
Proverbs 22:9
The generous will themselves be blessed, for they share their food with the poor.
Luke 3:11
John answered, “Anyone who has two shirts should share with the one who has none, and anyone who has food should do the same.”
These are just a few from the Bible but there are many similar or like it in all religions.
In the end, no one is forcing you to do anything or to listen to any God, it is just about choice.
You and only you will have to choose what to do, what to not do who to help or not, and so on.
As for me, it was not my choice to ask and beg for help, I was forced to as I had no alternative since I had no choice of being poor and/or disabled.
Also, before you judge, do not think for a second that asking or begging for help was easy for me because it wasn't.
You may not like this, but if I had a choice, I would choose not to be born at all, you have no idea the thing I have been thru, but you do see some things I have been thru in horror movies.
And I do not think I will ever have the power to write and share what I have been thru, and not by choice.
In the end, just in case you will say I want to help but do not where to send 1 cent, I will leave an address.
(USDT) ERC20
0x8Bb379fe6d940903cb9eaaE5C5d6E55B1Ab4E459
Also, you can track it down thru the direct link to Etherscan:
https://etherscan.io/address/0x8Bb379fe6d940903cb9eaaE5C5d6E55B1Ab4E459
Or Paypal(since is the only app available in the EU) and I wish it can be seen transparently as a crypto address
As for me, I will try to make peace with the situation and accept it and what will be, will be.
There is a point and a limit when you get tired of asking and being rejected.
I will also ask you to try not to interpret my post in any way, shape or form other than it is, my story with facts.
It hurts to hear, well to read messages of strangers saying that I am trying to make them feel guilty, to guilt trip them and so on, when I am not and it is not my intention but again it is all about choices as I mentioned above, everybody is free to choose what to do or in this case what to believe and how to act.
I hope that maybe you at least learned something or maybe, who knows, it helps because no matter how hard your life is, someone else life is worse than yours, and that I can state as a fact.
And on a piece of advice: take your loved ones to checkups, it might save their life.
Thank you for your time.
Have a great day ahead or a good night.
