What color do you feel like today and why?

Here's mine

I haven't really thought about it. I've modeled the behavior of others to specific colours but they've primarily been a thing to help understand human emotion. I also stopped when I realized I didn't make much sense and all I succeeded in was further alienating myself.

I am a colour. Today. A fanciful tone of burnished hues and dangerous glints in the sunlight. I am an animal. Loud and noisy, roaring my pleasure or lack thereof into the day and nighttime. I am many things. A quiet in my soul, where my love should be. Instead he's where exactly? Thousands of lives and hundreds of sighs apart from me.

Certain people say very few things in a bid to seem wise to the general public. The most fortunate survive and hide under "goodness". The rest fall when exposed to scrutiny. The joy in my heart when I prove to them the liar they should've known him to be.

He ought to be smarter than the rest of them. My lover. My husband should be nothing like the others. I fathom our matrimonial harmony should not survive; the baseless, corruptible, fallible logic of man.

Please be near perfect. I certainly don't want to be eternally disappointed. I certainly didn't await your entrance just to witness the presence of soggy, eight day old bread. I am a colour today, for my mind has left me deserted. I wear with pride in my soul, the colour orange.

Wildfire.