I do not know, I will only be the one who says that phrase to motivate yourself, it does not happen to you that one day you wake up with the intention of changing Your world and carry in your head that feeling that it will be different and at the end of the day, everything It remains the same as if that statement that was made that same day in the morning will have lost all its fervor, and that is when late at night lying in a bed you start to think at what moment that morning affirmation lost its fervor, but not in me I can figure out what time it was, maybe? He lost that fervor the moment I said that phrase, perhaps knowing deep down that no matter how much you want to, there are limitations not produced by one, but by external factors (Other human beings).

And with all that said before other questions come to me:

-Am I better others? What makes us special? Why if in the end we are going to die, what sense does it make to focus on what they will say?

Sometimes I like to believe that I am a link, different from all that makes me feel good about myself thinking that I am not the same as everyone, I like to feel like a rick among mortys (Ryck & morty).

We are born free, we live in a prison built so that others do not feel bad about our brightness, sometimes I think that nobody wants to be a star, but rather they want to be the darkness that consumes the light.