I spent several hours looking at the flower expecting to trigger something inside of me. I played with the pic, I changed the colors, I butchered the thing in the editor and nothing happened. My mind slipped away and started to make a fantastic story about everything else but the flower and I was so amused that I didn't even bothered to write it down. The photo was looking at me, demanding attention but I said "I'll do it tomorrow" and went to see the ending of the series I was watching.
Here I am today, still not feeling a thing. Still not wanting to write, still creating a thousand scenarios in my head that my lazy self don't wanna write. I looked at the calendar and saw is Wednesday, a sight escaped throught my lips and my eyes looked the other way. The flower keeps waiting for me to pay attention to her but she lost my interest long time ago. I sipped my coffee while I saw my laptop frozen... the same way my brain gets frozen when I look at the flower pic. This is not procrastination, this is not laziness... I just don't feel a thing for this flower and she knows it! I looked with certain level of pity to the poor photo and said "Hey... you can't force love, honey! I think is time to see other people... its not you, its me!"... She looked at me silent, I could feel her disappointment in me. Breaking up a relationship is never easy!
