I'm writing this on the day the BTC ETF was approved. Kind of Ironic to be writing about a heavy subject amidst the market excitement. I know some will criticize this. But if this resonates,  I hope it helps you to know, you are not alone...

This is something personal I need to get off chest. I've learned thru experience if I don't it will come out in NEGATIVE ways... 

Since last year,  talk of BTC ETF, has given me a uncomfortable feeling.. I ignored it and thought it would go away. But it has not. Today I think I am beginning to PARTLY understand what the uncomfortable feeling is.. On a personal level this is a feeling of LACK mentality.. Feeling like " I don't have Enough" ( Crypto in this case) and i will fail.( by fail i mean the Blackrocks will get richer and I will never)
Lack mentality is something I struggle with, at times. Admitting it is the first step to moving past it..( sounds like I'm at an AA meeting;)
 I know the Blackrocks will profit tremendously, but that does not mean failure for myself and others. I do have an opportunity and  will only fail, if I believe i will fail. 
IDK.. The ETF is just highlighting this feeling..

Its difficult for me to share personal thoughts and experiences, it makes me feel vulnerable and uncomfortable. By moving thru the uncomfortableness I can only get stronger. ( or at least that is what I'm telling myself)

Does anyone else ever have this Lack Mentality? Or any advice on this subject?

Thank you for reading and listening.