By: xaio/paydhel_26

Just imagine getting more attention from people who is captivated by their etheral beauty, getting kindness from others because that person is attractive. When they like someone automatically liking them back! Why not, cause of being attractive.

 While on the other hand there is someone that is below average or not too pretty to get an attention being one of them feel like a shadow and insecure, thinking that I wish I was beautiful like those person is.

 I question my existence if it's worth it, crying in a corner of my room trying to get rid the envy that I felt every time I see someone who is more attractive and gorgeous wishing it was me. 

I experience being out of place thinking that I'm not attractive enough to make them look at me the way their eye landed on them with desire and interest, I like to make friends with them without them judging me but right now the way people connect to one another, the first criteria their looking for is having a good face card, have porcelain skin, skinny, tall, smart and lastly rich and I don't have that, that's why I'm always staying at my room all the time. 

Then suddenly I realized of how many times I think, Why should I takecare of myself instead of crying, insecure and prison my self in my room. Month later I invest myself, by buying a skincare, balancing my diet and also I clear my brain I read books, I exercise and lastly I start investing my money, and right now I just want to say that l've change, my mind the way I think, talk and communicates. 

I want to thank myself for the biggest achievement that I do in my life, in the end of the day yourself is the only one who can help you, just be positive and always think that you can do that don't lose hope trust yourself no matter what happen.