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8 Jun 2022 18 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon
We must become conscious of wrongdoing before we are able to create real change in our life. Table of Contents Consciousness of choice Regarding sexuality Consciousness of fear as change Recognizing fear for what it is Saving our self from fear...
8 May 2022 15 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon
Photo of married couple by Tammy Mosley from Pexels This is far removed from the last post in Fenix Mind Dump; one which made me seem like a womanizing, self-interested bloke. That was a cringe post. Never mind it though; I think without the lows of...
8 May 2022 10 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon
Photo by Myicahel Tamburini from Pexels #CringeWarning I'm not sure where I should go from here. Also, this is a Fenix Mind Dump. It's mere scribblings of my wandering mind. Proceed at your own risk. I'm not sure who I am, but I tend to like putting...
7 May 2022 8 minute read 2 comments fenix-aarizon
Dissociative states That feeling you get when after someone reminds you of something that feels so distant yet was a mere two days ago. It feels like the experience came from many months or years ago. What is that phenomenon? I think when I experienc...
2 May 2022 2 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
I feel the need to publish more and edit less - I think it's a good way to get into the flow of writing more clear & concisely. This one ended on an interesting note. This was not intended to condone or encourage causing others pain. This is a mind d...
1 May 2022 2 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
Photo by thanhhoa tran The purpose of being in control of our thoughts (or surrendering them to the right authority (God; not the devil)) go along with knowing when and how to act; not acting out of spite, not acting out of selfishness. The idea is t...
1 May 2022 5 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
Photo by Mathias P.R. Reding from Pexels Life is not for people like me, it seems.I've been waiting, for nothing, it seems. There's simply no end to feeling like my life is meaningless. It will always be returning. That deep, darkness lurking - the R...
29 Apr 2022 5 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
Photo by Roberto Nickson from Pexels I think most people wonder about their own existentialism. Becoming myself I wonder when the day will be that I would be able to relax and be myself while also being able to hang out with someone who wants to be a...
28 Apr 2022 4 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
Photo by cottonbro I'm releasing this as a rough draft, because - some days it's not that important to me to release something that is well thought out & edited. Enjoy. I had a highly sexual dream experience. Dream sex It started with me feeling like...
26 Apr 2022 13 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon
Photo by Muhammad Akfi from Pexels Getting ready for the real me "Think positively," the Barista says. These kinds of things are as valuable as donating a few dollars to charity. It won't last long, but it's a kind gesture. Every day seems like I'm t...
