Self-Discipline

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Not control as much as a surrender

1 May 2022 2 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo by thanhhoa tran The purpose of being in control of our thoughts (or surrendering them to the right authority (God; not the devil)) go along with knowing when and how to act; not acting out of spite, not acting out of selfishness. The idea is t...

Life is not for people like me, how about you?

1 May 2022 5 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo by Mathias P.R. Reding from Pexels Life is not for people like me, it seems.I've been waiting, for nothing, it seems. There's simply no end to feeling like my life is meaningless. It will always be returning. That deep, darkness lurking - the R...

My thoughts about Distraction

7 Dec 2021 2 minute read 0 comments PsycheAsh

  | Here is another way to look at the relationship between Distraction and Concentration |   Distraction -- A distraction is something that takes your attention away from what you're supposed to be doing -- Mental or emotional disturbance; agitation...

Conscious rising from ashes

8 Jun 2022 18 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon

We must become conscious of wrongdoing before we are able to create real change in our life. Table of Contents Consciousness of choice Regarding sexuality Consciousness of fear as change Recognizing fear for what it is Saving our self from fear...

I made it, guys. Here's to turning a page for the day.

25 Apr 2022 6 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo by Ono Kosuki from Pexels Unfortunately I don't have much to write when I'm not feeling like my world is burning to a crisp.Like my world is burning to a crisp. Proch by Jutro, Linda (Spotify)All I was was dust. Too much caffeine - not enough d...

What do women want? This From the Ashes

8 May 2022 15 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon

Photo of married couple by Tammy Mosley from Pexels This is far removed from the last post in Fenix Mind Dump; one which made me seem like a womanizing, self-interested bloke. That was a cringe post. Never mind it though; I think without the lows of...

Associating the dissociative & what must change.

7 May 2022 8 minute read 2 comments fenix-aarizon

Dissociative states That feeling you get when after someone reminds you of something that feels so distant yet was a mere two days ago. It feels like the experience came from many months or years ago. What is that phenomenon? I think when I experienc...

Abstaining desire - Fenix Mind Dump

8 May 2022 10 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon

Photo by Myicahel Tamburini from Pexels #CringeWarning I'm not sure where I should go from here. Also, this is a Fenix Mind Dump. It's mere scribblings of my wandering mind. Proceed at your own risk. I'm not sure who I am, but I tend to like putting...

What am I doing with my life?

29 Apr 2022 5 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo by Roberto Nickson from Pexels I think most people wonder about their own existentialism. Becoming myself I wonder when the day will be that I would be able to relax and be myself while also being able to hang out with someone who wants to be a...

The devil will get you at every turn if you let him

24 Apr 2022 6 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Skull photo by Mitja Juraja from Pexels What is one reason we don't lose our mind making sense of our "demons," which are really just emotions we have not come to terms with as adults. How much of what we feel actually matters? Hardly anything I am f...