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4 Aug 2022 4 minute read 0 comments PfewPfew
Hiya, Right now I'm watching an ultra-running youtube documentary in the background while typing up this post. I'm not good at journalling, but I feel I need it. Yeah, my mind works in strange ways and right now I need to declutter my brain a bit bu...
8 Jun 2022 18 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon
We must become conscious of wrongdoing before we are able to create real change in our life. Table of Contents Consciousness of choice Regarding sexuality Consciousness of fear as change Recognizing fear for what it is Saving our self from fear...
13 May 2022 8 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
Photo above the clouds by Julia Joppien Our individual dream world educates us on how we are feeling in our waking life. Dreams are a blessing and I pray for those who struggle with dreams that they may be able to overcome. I pray they will be able t...
13 May 2022 7 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
A blue Cadillac Imperial from Unsplash.com Stealing a woman from an old man I met this woman who had been with or married to an old man. a sense was that he was paying for her college tuition as a gift for her intimate love of him. I felt so deeply w...
13 May 2022 6 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
Photo of man holding onto wooden planks from Unspash.com For this post and for the first time ever - I'm using Unsplash for the thumbnail. The more I searched on Pexels.com for photos to use, the more I realized Pexels is the gucci of free images. Th...
9 May 2022 6 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
Woman writing a letter by cottonbro from Pexels The one who sits alone, who evades church and is picky of pens. The one who will go great lengths to prove himself correct. The one who becomes comfortable with being seen. One who enjoys writing, altho...
8 May 2022 10 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon
Photo by Myicahel Tamburini from Pexels #CringeWarning I'm not sure where I should go from here. Also, this is a Fenix Mind Dump. It's mere scribblings of my wandering mind. Proceed at your own risk. I'm not sure who I am, but I tend to like putting...
7 May 2022 8 minute read 2 comments fenix-aarizon
Dissociative states That feeling you get when after someone reminds you of something that feels so distant yet was a mere two days ago. It feels like the experience came from many months or years ago. What is that phenomenon? I think when I experienc...
2 May 2022 2 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
I feel the need to publish more and edit less - I think it's a good way to get into the flow of writing more clear & concisely. This one ended on an interesting note. This was not intended to condone or encourage causing others pain. This is a mind d...
1 May 2022 5 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon
Photo by Mathias P.R. Reding from Pexels Life is not for people like me, it seems.I've been waiting, for nothing, it seems. There's simply no end to feeling like my life is meaningless. It will always be returning. That deep, darkness lurking - the R...
