Love is like a THUNDER!
Sudden day, I found myself alone in the room. All I could hear is voices calling my name. I search the room and found nothing except dust and rats.
Unexpectedly, from the corner of my eye, I saw a movement of darkness. I silent waiting for her to speak. She had a low and thick voice that made me feel as if though I was dreaming. Before I could question my thoughts I looked closer and found that I was alone. I asked myself if what happened had been real and how did I end up alone in this room?
Suddenly, I had the voice again, said, “You’re the problem, you messed up, and you pushed me away like a piece of paper blown by a strong and powerful wind. "
I don’t know what got a hold of me but I started crying. Before I could wipe my tears away, I heard myself answering in response to her question, “I didn’t mean to mess up things. I'm sorry".
The voice and I spoke to each other as if we’d known each other for a long time. We both knew that we wanted different things and that we were so different from each other. In the end, I discovered that we both need the same thing, feelings. I told myself that life was there for the taking and that I had to grab it with both hands. She was gone, I was alone and I knew that she would never come back to me.
When she was still around, I had discovered that while I was working towards a strong and balanced relationship, she was trying to find that same balance with power. He used to say that feelings were to blame for troubles in a relationship. I ignored his negative attitude and told myself that if I donated more love and passion then our relationship would be fine, but I was fooling myself.
After she was gone, I was alone, and I’m still alone. I’m too afraid to enter my room because I don’t know if she will be there or if I’ll get a good or bad response once she appears. When I think of those times, of the times when he broke me, my eyes would fill with tears.
That was how I experienced and learned from my mistakes. But God reminded me that He’s able and proved Himself as my helper. I accepted God in my life only to find out >> I was accepting Love to be developed in me.
Does love still hurt people?
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