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Fenix Mind Dumps

Fenix Mind Dumps

A journal by the Author of From the Ashes

Aesthetic temptation abounds the wretched

12 Oct 2022 4 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

I just made one of my headers the title, because I don't know what to title the post. I need to publish before I lose my mind! Brain it. Ink it up. Warm up to it! It’s 5:09 AM and I’ve just ordered a medium hot mocha. I’m hungry but the mocha “hits t...

Let's make this pleasurable, shall we?

12 Oct 2022 12 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

You’re here and you keep coming back and you keep upvoting my posts, why do you   If I gave you a donate button, would you donate to the cause of my endless shenanigans? I can’t get enough away from you as it is.   If you donate to the cause, I will...

Let yourself exist in its pure form; trust in God with all else.

2 Sep 2022 1 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

I wondered how to become the best version of me, but then I also was thinking, "Instead, how do I become the most appropriate version of myself for the time I need to experience life in that regard?" Alot of the issue at this point of my life is worr...

Lay your fleece before God - without worry or expectations.

30 Aug 2022 5 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

How do you deal with stress? Some might cry, others will blame someone as if their problems are the fault of others and not their own. This is a good one; the victim card - blame others because their parents didn't give them the right tools to deal w...

Do you choose games or God? You can't have both.

29 Aug 2022 4 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

How do you get to the place you want to be? Self-discipline Self-control A focus on goals Lose the bad habits Rely not on false idols Do not worry Forgiveness You'll know you're not where you're supposed to be when the life you're experiencing does...

Feeling lost this morning

12 May 2022 6 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Gentleman on a call in a phone booth photo by Malte Luk from Pexels Not compelled for anything, I mean there's one thing. I'd put out that umbrella and chairs, but that's just my gut feeling - something I feel I should do. To go with the gut or go wi...

The here that is peace - Fenix Mind Dump

11 May 2022 2 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo of man drinking coffee by Ron Lach from Pexels Descriptive words tend to encourage the imagination Describing the places we come to love; there's too much information. Find your place Find it; it's easy. Go to the place; that local outdoor coff...

Zebra versus BIC, but only as a backup pen

11 May 2022 5 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

A photo of a person writing by from Pexels I returned a 2-Pack Zebra F-402 package, but accidentally returned one of my own Zebra F-301 (perhaps you can find a 2-pack somewhere). Zebra F-401 versus F-301 Let me describe the differences o...

Abstaining desire - Fenix Mind Dump

8 May 2022 10 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon

Photo by Myicahel Tamburini from Pexels #CringeWarning I'm not sure where I should go from here. Also, this is a Fenix Mind Dump. It's mere scribblings of my wandering mind. Proceed at your own risk. I'm not sure who I am, but I tend to like putting...

Associating the dissociative & what must change.

7 May 2022 8 minute read 2 comments fenix-aarizon

Dissociative states That feeling you get when after someone reminds you of something that feels so distant yet was a mere two days ago. It feels like the experience came from many months or years ago. What is that phenomenon? I think when I experienc...